I love the bit where I look at my work and think oh my god I’ve completely screwed it, I have no idea what I’m doing, where this is going or why I had this ridiculous idea in the first place.. I should probably just go get a real job.
Then realising that is just part of the process, that some times when I create it gets horrendous, mistakes are made, proportions are well, non existent.. Values.. *Snort* And there seems no way out but to stop and do something else.
I have discovered (call me a slow learner if you will) to keep going is much braver and that’s where I learn. I chose to do this because it’s what I love to do so the best thing is to honour the commitment to myself and have faith in the u curve and the process. Which is ultimately having faith in myself.
So now when I hit a point where I think it just can’t get any worse, I laugh and enjoy the mess because I know it will work out in the end.